It's not about me understanding. Not about me understanding my path or anyone else's. I said this months ago when this whole thing started. IT IS NOT ABOUT ME UNDERSTANDING. But accepting. Hands open. Open hands to what He has for me, to give to me, or to take from me. This life is not my own. Nothing is permanent. I can't cling to it. It's all His, given to me to share with the world and to hold as long as He wants me to, but that doesn't mean that I can cling to it for life. He takes things away for a reason. He also gives things for a reason. It's about trust, acceptance, and being open.
Let it go. Give it to Him. Leave it up to Him. I don't need the control. I don't want the control, not really. I know that's not what's best. I know that ultimately, having the control doesn't feel good.
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